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The national awakening
45,000 arrive at Parliament in Wellington, flying the red, black-and-white Māori sovereignty flag, and waving placards announcing tōitu...
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Dec 20, 20243 min read


A blacksmith's curse
“When you hear the secret words, arise, sword, and kill … collect the debt of a murderer and fulfil the wish of your creator,” Ilmarinen...
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Dec 9, 20243 min read


Thunder and lightning
Clouds are gathering fast as we pitch our tent, at an RMK campsite beside the pühajärv , the holy lake. Unused to thunderstorms back...
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Dec 2, 20242 min read


Through the looking glass
As for Alice in wonderland, so for New Zealanders visiting Estonia, parallel worlds obeying different laws. What we call pests and weeds...
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Nov 23, 20242 min read


The best of Estonia
More than a year ago we arrived with our bikes at Lennart Meri airport, where family and a friend met us, and drove us into western...
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Nov 12, 20243 min read


Junipers and stones
“I grew up among junipers and stones,” an old poem says, “they are my brothers and sisters, those without names.” We cycled through alvar...
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Nov 5, 20242 min read


How Estonians got surnames
Hunting for Napp headstones in the Otepää cemetery , I took a note of last names. Besides the nature-based ones listed in an earlier blog...
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Oct 28, 20243 min read


Where stones are still alive
Of old, trees and stones shared the same reality as animals – humans could treat with all, as living beings imbued with a soul. In other...
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Oct 20, 20243 min read


Planting wild cherries
I could barely swing the pickaxe into the soil for two wild cherry saplings a friend gave me, to grace the summer cabin. Toomingas are...
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Oct 11, 20242 min read


The stepping brook
My favourite river in Estonia would be the treppoja , a clean waterway that cascades into the Baltic sea over a series of widely...
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Sep 21, 20242 min read


Unearthing an old devil
An Estonian walks along a field, the westering sun behind him, and he sees in front of him a lengthening shadow. He’s limping a bit, and...
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Sep 9, 20243 min read


The thresher
Among the more entertaining figures in Estonian myth is a real person in peasant culture, the rehepapp or the dryer and thresher of...
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Aug 31, 20242 min read


Are Estonians indigenous?
This was a question put to academics at a botanical field station in western Estonia, and they laughed. “Not at all” was one view, citing...
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Aug 21, 20243 min read


Estonian sauna in NZ
I am now admitted to a select group of sauna brothers in Golden Bay. Observing “Estonian rules” in evening twilight – no clothes, towels...
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Aug 14, 20242 min read


Into the void
Ski jumping would be one of the more death-defying winter sports ever conceived. Andero Kapp takes it in his stride. Fixing 2.56-metre...
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Aug 6, 20242 min read


The sheds at Altja
Like the Mona Lisa and the Taj Mahal, the fishermen’s sheds at Altja are smaller than expected, still impressive. Five of solid timber...
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Jul 27, 20242 min read


Combing for clues of ancient Estonians
A wooden comb dated to 150 CE at a Danish site has the oldest known runic inscription, harja, said to be a man’s name. Well, it might...
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Jul 16, 20242 min read


A time of Tsars
To understand Estonia’s history in the lead up to the first independence, I took an interest in Russia’s Tsars. Knowing these characters...
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Jul 4, 20243 min read


What's in a name
Oak, birch, pine, hawk and lynx, spring, beach, sea, cliff, hill, sand and island - typical Estonian surnames today. For peasants,...
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Jun 22, 20242 min read


Hidden meaning in socks
Knit patterns for a long time preserved Estonian tradition, during the long centuries of foreign rule. On leaving Otepää, our family gave...
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Jun 13, 20242 min read
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