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A tale of 2 chessplayers
Did our grandfather ever play Paul Keres, Estonia’s national chess hero? I have not been able to find out, though it is a tantalising...
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Jan 19, 20243 min read


A monument to socialism
Everywhere we cycled in Estonia the abandoned ruins of white, silicate brick buildings spoke mute testimony to the failure of collective...
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Dec 26, 20232 min read


The first Christmas tree
Tallinn saw the world’s first appearance on public display of a Christmas tree, in 1441. The Brotherhood of the Blackheads – not a...
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Dec 21, 20232 min read


The sword
A long, iron blade arcs swiftly, cleaving flesh and bone, an arbiter of destiny. A twist of fate for Kalevipoeg, Estonia’s mythical giant...
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Dec 14, 20233 min read


Losing a house, gaining a family
The hospitality we received in Estonia was outstanding. Our search for Napps in grandfather’s hometown confirmed this in a single,...
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Dec 3, 20234 min read


Looking at Russia
Wooden houses and tall trees line the Narva river; fishermen dot a smooth, brown, steady current. Russia’s face to the West, 100 metres...
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Nov 22, 20233 min read


A note on cycling
I am forever thankful to the logging truck driver who put their life at risk to save ours. We rode a small road downhill to a sudden stop...
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Nov 18, 20233 min read


Estonian etiquette
Keep at least 3 metres' distance from someone you haven’t met before, says a website on how to socialise in Estonia. We thought we’d...
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Nov 6, 20233 min read


Death at the stroke of a pen
More than two years ago I discovered among our father’s papers several typewritten copies of a two-page document he had never mentioned,...
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Oct 25, 20233 min read


Estonia's most dangerous animal
Not wolves, bears or lynxes – the meanest critter in Estonia is 2mm long, and almost impossible to avoid. Ticks are much like spiders and...
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Oct 20, 20232 min read


An old farmhouse
Deep in our family memory is the farmstead, the talu where grandma grew up and where dad spent a winter and spring during the war. While...
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Sep 28, 20234 min read


Soul of Estonia
More than half of Estonia’s land area is forest, and so the forest figures large in the Estonian imagination, in myth and legend, culture...
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Sep 23, 20232 min read
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