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An Estonian cabin in NZ
Falling rain, visible in the car headlights. I saw the roof of my wooden cabin lying upside down in one piece on the ground. The wind had...
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Jan 233 min read
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The Keres Attack
Sitting down to play Yefim Bogoljogow in Salzburg in 1943, Paul Keres was into his third nationality as the tides of war swirled around...
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Jan 73 min read
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Painting her inner child
Hailing from Haapsalu, Ilon Wikland illustrated more children’s books by Astrid Lindgren than anyone, though not Pippi Longstocking....
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Jan 23 min read
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A merry Christmas pig
According to legend, marzipan made its first appearance at the pharmacy in Tallinn’s townhall square, created by accident in the 1400s....
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Dec 25, 20242 min read
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The national awakening
45,000 arrive at Parliament in Wellington, flying the red, black-and-white Māori sovereignty flag, and waving placards announcing tōitu...
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Dec 20, 20243 min read
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Kartulisalat
On the occasion of Esto community Christmas, I altered my recipe for potato salad, of Swiss origin, for that of Estonian tastes and...
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Dec 16, 20241 min read
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A blacksmith's curse
“When you hear the secret words, arise, sword, and kill … collect the debt of a murderer and fulfil the wish of your creator,” Ilmarinen...
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Dec 9, 20243 min read
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Thunder and lightning
Clouds are gathering fast as we pitch our tent, at an RMK campsite beside the pühajärv , the holy lake. Unused to thunderstorms back...
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Dec 2, 20242 min read
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Through the looking glass
As for Alice in wonderland, so for New Zealanders visiting Estonia, parallel worlds obeying different laws. What we call pests and weeds...
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Nov 23, 20242 min read
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The best of Estonia
More than a year ago we arrived with our bikes at Lennart Meri airport, where family and a friend met us, and drove us into western...
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Nov 12, 20243 min read
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Junipers and stones
“I grew up among junipers and stones,” an old poem says, “they are my brothers and sisters, those without names.” We cycled through alvar...
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Nov 5, 20242 min read
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How Estonians got surnames
Hunting for Napp headstones in the Otepää cemetery , I took a note of last names. Besides the nature-based ones listed in an earlier blog...
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Oct 28, 20243 min read
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Where stones are still alive
Of old, trees and stones shared the same reality as animals – humans could treat with all, as living beings imbued with a soul. In other...
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Oct 20, 20243 min read
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Planting wild cherries
I could barely swing the pickaxe into the soil for two wild cherry saplings a friend gave me, to grace the summer cabin. Toomingas are...
bernienapp
Oct 11, 20242 min read
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The stepping brook
My favourite river in Estonia would be the treppoja , a clean waterway that cascades into the Baltic sea over a series of widely...
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Sep 21, 20242 min read
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Unearthing an old devil
An Estonian walks along a field, the westering sun behind him, and he sees in front of him a lengthening shadow. He’s limping a bit, and...
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Sep 9, 20243 min read
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The thresher
Among the more entertaining figures in Estonian myth is a real person in peasant culture, the rehepapp or the dryer and thresher of...
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Aug 31, 20242 min read
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Are Estonians indigenous?
This was a question put to academics at a botanical field station in western Estonia, and they laughed. “Not at all” was one view, citing...
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Aug 21, 20243 min read
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Estonian sauna in NZ
I am now admitted to a select group of sauna brothers in Golden Bay. Observing “Estonian rules” in evening twilight – no clothes, towels...
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Aug 14, 20242 min read
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Into the void
Ski jumping would be one of the more death-defying winter sports ever conceived. Andero Kapp takes it in his stride. Fixing 2.56-metre...
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Aug 6, 20242 min read
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